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We have wonderful news for Turkey and Fuel Relief Fund. Although we are leaving Turkey this weekend, coal will continue to be distributed to help keep the elder, poor, and single mothers warm.
The Lions Club in Netherlands and others have donated generous funds to help the city of Van, Turkey.
The city’s nonprofit coordinator, the coal company, and a Turkish English teacher along with communication from Fuel Relief Fund in the United States, have developed a plan to ensure that as long we continue to receive donations to fund this cause, all parties are happily willing to participate and work together to see Fuel Relief Fund’s free coal program continue.
The Vice Governor of Van wanted us to make sure to tell all Fuel Relief Fund volunteers, donors and America how much this means to him and the people of Van, Turkey.
This is also such a great step for Fuel Relief Fund as this will be the first time that our mission to provide fuel will continue after its staff has left a disaster zone.
All funds received will be earmarked for Turkey, and those funds will immediately be used to purchase and deliver coal to the elder, poor, and single mothers.
It will be a long winter for many in Van, but Fuel Relief Fund and all of the wonderful partners in Van are very willing and able to continue this program as long as donations continue to come in.
We cannot thank you enough for your support and compassion.
Ted Honcharik
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Van, Turkey, November 17.
It was another long night delivering coal, but we looked forward to not sleeping in a tent last night, as the City of Van provided us an old mattress on the floor in one of their office supply rooms to sleep. We now just wish for a shower, but that will still take a couple more days.
There was somewhere around a million people living in the city and surrounding areas, and now over 40 percent of the people have left. The earthquake did not cause a lot of buildings to fall as in Haiti, but it damaged so many beyond repair that city officials estimate that nearly half of the city will need to be destroyed. It is very strange to see so many new and old high rise apartments and office buildings dark and vacant during the night.
People are moving out of their tents in the city every day, we guess that over 50 percent will leave the area to find warmth and jobs. The driver we had for the first few days decided to leave with his wife and children, and about fifteen other family members after making a little money from us. He is taking them south, about a 10 hour drive. They will not know anyone, but he said it is best for his son who was feeling sick. All of them are cold and need to find work. You can’t call the city of Van is a ghost city yet because there are still so many people here, but it will take decades to ever be what it what was.
In the beginning days of our fuel delivery we focused on giving small amounts of coal to as many elderly and single mothers as possible, but in these last few days we have increased the amounts to last each family at least a month. We estimate that each family will use about a 60 pound bag of coal per day through the winter. We feel that if they have enough coal to last at least a month, they will be able to spend more time focusing on other needs, and hopefully, it will encourage people to stay and try to rebuild.
This is probably the last blog of our trip. Tonight, we will have delivered all the coal we had purchased.
Thanks again to all our board members, volunteers and donors for truly making Fuel Relief Fund an international nonprofit aid agency. We know the people of Mississippi, Louisiana, Texas, Haiti, Japan and now Turkey, thank us all very much.
Ted
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Van, Turkey, November 16.
It is another bitter cold night and we were out again until 3 AM delivering coal to those in need. It is heartbreaking to see the living conditions for so many. The recipients of Fuel Relief Fund’s donations are kind and grateful for what we are able to give them. Even when we wake them up very late at night, people look up from under their blankets and have big smiles on their faces. Those smiles make it all worthwhile.
The situation here continues to be quite desperate. Last night we encountered people who had taken the wood from their window frames to burn in order to stay warm. We also found refugee women living alone who have received no aid at all since the earthquake, and an older cancer victim living with other elderly people trying to stay warm in make shift tents. All wake up and come out in the freezing conditions to shake our hands and thank us.
Earlier in the day we were at the office of the non-profit coordinator for the city of Van, where we were planning for the night’s deliveries. A representative from Doctors without Borders, who we had met a couple of days before, came in as well and asked how many international aid agencies had come to Van, and how many were still here. We were surprised to hear that the coordinator only had 13 agencies from around the world listed that had assisted, and today only half of them have remained in the city.
This is very unfortunate since help is still so urgently needed. At the same time, it was a proud moment for Fuel Relief Fund to hear that we were on the top of the list, and that someone referred to us as an International Aid non-profit agency. We have come a very long way in a very short period of time. All Fuel Relief Fund board members, volunteers, and donors should be very proud.
Unfortunately though, we cannot help everyone. It is sad to know that the victims of the earthquake in Turkey have a long winter ahead of them. Very many of them will NOT have the means to stay warm and healthy.
Hopefully one day in the future FRF will be better funded by major oil companies, and have additional partners to help more people for a longer amount of time. In the meantime, again everyone should be proud of what we have been able to accomplish.
-Ted
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The days here compress into non-ordinary sequences of needs and occurrences, each linked together, not by the normal elapsing of time, but by events. Almost all the movements and decisions we’ve had to make since leaving Istanbul for Van – three days ago? four? five?- have required, not only a high tolerance for change, but a flexibility and acceptance that is out of usual experience. Truly, my felt experience is that I’ve been here, in Van, for seven …eight days maybe, when I know that is not so. We’ve been on the ground here in Van for three days (and I had to confirm that with Ted, who was also not sure for a moment). Today is Sunday, November 13 and it is about 3:00 in the afternoon. We are, as I write this, in a building in Van that was identified soon after the first earthquake, as the Disaster Center. We are waiting until about six or seven, when it is dark enough for us to make our second delivery of coal to neighborhoods, which we have identified as being in need of heat. What is soon to become a very desperate need? It is beginning to get very cold in this environment, one that is already harsh by its nature. Many of the shelters are inadequate but may have to last through much of the winter and many people are very poor. Fear about going into buildings to sleep is very easy to understand.
I began to try and blog couple of days ago, but the demands of the environment, the difficulty of actually remembering sequences of things that happened and the necessity of what seemed to be constant movement, made it difficult to write something that was coherent. I started with trying to log travel movements, what I saw, who I saw, the landscape etc., but this felt like a tourist travelogue and it seemed silly the more we progressed into the real issues on the ground here in Eastern Turkey. I have abandoned that attempt.
It will have to be enough to say that we arrived in Van late morning on Friday, November 11, spent a night in Istanbul after the flight from the States, took a domestic flight to Mus (a small city two hours flight from Istanbul, about 180 kilometers Northwest of Van), spent a night in Mus and then, early next morning, took a very hot (heat in the bus turned to HIGH and no windows) bus ride to Van. The plan had been for us to be met at the depot by someone who was to help us out but… no one there. We had come into a massive confusion of yelling people, mounds of luggage, buses and cars and taxis (all running), police and soldiers patrolling the area.; no English speakers anywhere, and no clear direction.
Ted finally connected with his friend, Tunc, who called some friends in Van and we were found by Malik Durmaz, a young search and rescue volunteer who comes from Encis and spoke English well enough to allow communication. He understood quickly who we were and what we were doing. He is a university student, studying for his Masters in Psychology who also started a search and rescue club in Istanbul a few years ago. The Lions Club is sponsoring him in his studies. He provided one of the critical needs we constantly have here: a translator with the ability to communicate our words in Turkish. With his intelligence and savvy about what was going on, he was like a Turkish angel that arrived out of the fog.
Tunc also called some associates in Van, Muhammed Ates and Halis Yaman, who came to the bus depot and attempted to help us rent a car. The attempt failed because there were no cars to rent (Ted had reserved a car before he left but…). We decided to try some friends of Halis to see if there was someone with a vehicle who would be willing to drive for us. We waited with these Turkish men, on a quiet, dusty street outside the house of one and were offered many cups of tea (chy) from a small, vertical stove that was brought out onto the street edge for us. This is the generous standard of Turkish hospitality. A car with driver showed up after a few phone calls and we made arrangements to hire him and his car for the duration of the FRF effort. As of this writing, Velle is still with us and has become more than a driver. He is an ally and a partner in decisions. He has brought us to his family tent, an extended family of about 24 people, where we again had tea and were stared at with much interest for a half hour or so. He and his family knew of a tent in the same compound, which we could occupy (with an electric HEATER) and offered it to us. That has been our sleep area for the past two nights and we hope to have it until we leave.
I have to leave the chronology now. There is so much more to tell but this blog already feels too long. I will tell you though, that Fuel Relief Fund purchased 82 tons of coal yesterday- good quality coal- and we will donate all of it before we leave.
Last night we made our first delivery of coal bags, to lots of households that, earlier in the day, were in a neighborhood we had targeted as being in need. We began at about 10:30 p.m. as requested by relief officials. There was about four inches of snow on the ground, it was quite cold and it was still snowing. Our first drop was to what is clearly a neighborhood existing in extreme poverty. The bags of coal should keep a lot of families warm and they sure need it. It is very late and we are all extremely cold and tired. I hope to report on tomorrow’s delivery in more detail in my next blog.
Robert Picariello
Van, Turkey
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We would like to thank everyone who was able to participate in this fun event. We may have had some people getting a little sea sick, which added to the enjoyment. Check out just a few of the pictures taken during this years fishing trip, hosted by Jeff Endresen of Conoco Phillips.
Thanks to your donations, we raised over $4000 from this event. This would not have been possible without you!
As the wheels of the jet left the runway of Narita airport and lifted off from the soil of Japan, the appreciation I felt of having had an intense and rewarding experience was strong. There is an aspect to relief missions that gives something back, which is not always immediate but comes to awareness at unpredictable moments. For me, it was a sense of recognition that I had participated in an action that was meaningful, which gave comfort to many people; men, women, children, striving young couples, elders, families; that caring had taken place, even, as it was, in the midst of great sorrow, To have been part of Fuel Relief Fund’s efforts was an extraordinary event for me. I am grateful to have had the chance to participate.
I knew that, not only was I personally leaving Japan but Fuel Relief Fund had ended its stay here also. On the evening of our last day, we were taken out by Nobu Kajiwara-san, our fuel supplier and advisor, for a farewell dinner meant to mark the end of piece of work that was as meaningful for him and his staff as it was for us at FRF. Over some wonderful traditional Japanese food and drink, he expressed how much his heart had been in this project. He had been growing a beard since the beginning of the disaster and that is how I had known him from our first meeting. When he met us for dinner that night he was clean-shaven. He had planned to keep his beard until his work with FRF was complete and that is exactly what he did. His admiration for Ted and the relationship they had formed was clear. He made sure to tell me that he wanted Ted to know that what FRF had accomplished in the Ishinomaki area had been important for many. He talked about human strength and weakness and how some of the strong had pushed upwards through the Tsunami and survived. He spoke of this with a reverence and dignity that was unmistakable. He said it was the work of the strong too, not only to help lift the weak, but to teach strength. These were not just words – I had watched him act this way with the young men on his staff and could see that he was greatly respected. He was saying that there is nobility to possessing strength if the strength is coupled with humility. When giving support to those in need becomes more about the giver than about the receiver, than it is not love but pity. But to give and by giving to further empower – this is what connects human to human.
One day last week, a man came up to speak with me, after getting his can filled with fuel, and told me, in English, that he was very thankful to get this heating fuel, the first he had seen since the Tsunami. He said that he would remember this help and, if there were ever a disaster in America like there was now in Japan, he would come and help us. That was it exactly. That is what it must be about.
Thanks to your contributions, we have accomplished so much in such a short time. Not only do we appreciate the monetary donations tremendously, we also have to thank those who have tirelessly promoted our cause, spread the word and put in many volunteer hours to write, edit, pump fuel, assist with accounting, etc. There are really so many of you who have assisted Fuel Relief Fund in Japan in some way.
Fuel Relief Fund gave away diesel and gasoline for cars following Katrina and Rita. We gave away diesel fuel to power generators in Haiti. For almost four weeks, FRF provided kerosene for heat to those who were victims of the earthquake and Tsunami in Japan. We began distributing kerosene in Japan on March 23rd and gave away fuel every day until the end of the day on April 18th.
With your help, we estimate that we have provided enough heating oil to warm homes for a week for over 35,000 people. Each day our truck gave away between 2000 and 6000 liters. Young and old stood in line for hours to receive a mere 10 liters for their family. Every recipient was patient, kind, and grateful. The people of Japan have taught us a valuable lesson in sharing and caring during difficult times.
The earthquake and Tsunami did unspeakable damage to costal areas. Cities like Ishinomaki were severely damaged and many towns were completely obliterated. Victims lost loved ones, lost property and possessions. Many also lost their jobs and livelihood. It will take these communities a very, very long time to recover and rebuild.
We have received several significant contributions from donors, including a large sum given to us by Shine Humanity through Global Giving. This contribution allowed us to continue for more than a week beyond the point where it seemed our funds were going to be depleted. With these funds and other donations, we were able to double our efforts in Japan; giving away up to 6000 liters per day, until temperatures began to rise and the urgency for immediate support began to be replaced by the beginnings of a stabilization phase. This amount gave us the ability to provide heat for many more people during cold nights.
We want to thank you for your tremendous support.
The Fuel Relief Fund team.
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Today, Fuel Relief Fund will finish our mission in Japan. When temperatures started rising slowly and the region started gradually stabilizing, it became clear that the continued need for heating fuel was diminishing. We considered donating different fuel products but then determined that those needs were being met by the Japanese government. It was time to make the difficult decision of establishing an ending point. In consultation with Nobu Kajiwara, our supplier and ally,and with Ishinomaki officials, we decided that our last day would be the 18th of April.
Ted arrived in Japan on March 16 and, amazingly, Fuel Relief Fund was out in the neighborhoods of Ishinomaki, delivering kerosene on the 23rd of that month. I arrived on March 31st to relieve Ted, who left Ishinomaki with Sosha on April 5th.
Fuel Relief Fund distributed a total of 77,588 liters in a period of twenty-six consecutive days.Ten liters will yield five to seven nights of heat. A lot of people were warmed by our efforts; our mission goal was met.
Today we visited Oshika Hanto, the peninsula just Northeast of the city that juts out and curls into the Pacific. Before the tsunami, many small fishing villages called Hamas (literally meaning ‘beach’) had been along the coast road that we travelled. This was the first time in this area for Fuel Relief Fund, but it is home to Kenji Christopher Suzuki, our translator and liaison. He lives in Katake-Hama, the first fishing town we come into. This last day we will be delivering fuel to the few groups of Tsunami survivors who remain here, dispersed in small Hamas and shelters. Ken brought me into his home and told me his story of the afternoon of the earthquake and Tsunami. These are his words:
“I was sitting in my room next to the kerosene heater, watching television. I started to hear a rumble sound – all the earthquakes start with noise first – and it kept getting louder and louder; the house began to shake and it kept getting bigger and bigger; stuff started falling down everywhere in the house and the sound became a roar. I shut the heater off fast and jumped up and ran out the sliding door into the yard. It was snowing and I was just in my underwear. The quake just kept getting worse and it was all roaring everywhere. It sounded like the end of the world. I ran up into the garden where it was open and everything was moving. I could see the mountain moving and boulders were falling and it was like the whole land was alive. It wasn’t just shaking up and down but side to side and diagonally. It just kept going on and I began to believe it might be the end of the world. I threw my hands up into the air, towards the sky and yelled ‘Please stop…Please stop’ over and over and it began to slow down and it did stop.
I knew there would be a Tsunami and I was worried about my Dad, who I knew would be driving from Ishinomaki. I ran into the house and got dressed, got all my important stuff together in my pack, shut the breakers off on the house and got in my car and drove up the hill, to the old school that was on higher ground. I left my car up there and ran back down to help get the older people up the hill. At that time my Dad returned and we did this together. I was glad to see him. All the people in our part of the Hama were up high now and we watched the sea. I saw a big bulk of water, like a lump, pass in the sea going toward Ishinomaki. Part of it wrapped around the jetty in front of our Hama and came to our area. The sea pulled away and came back up with a roaring sound into the lower houses and you could hear crunching and breaking sounds – snapping and cracking like lumber breaking. The second wave came up and began pushing houses off foundations. Everyone was in bewilderment. Smaller Tsunamis continued – maybe 16 or 17 in all. After that there were more aftershocks and it started to get dark. I didn’t sleep that night or the next. On day three I walked into Ishinomaki. “
Japan, April 15, 2011
The devastation, the complete obliteration of numerous communities has been documented many times in this blog and elsewhere. Ted, Sosha and I have written about the horror of what we’ve seen here. Although it is difficult not to speak of it, for it is so awesome in its magnitude, I wish to relate today another story about the endurance of the human spirit, the capacity in us to go on in catastrophic circumstances. Today, this week and through this last month the example resides in Japan; in the regular people; the mothers and fathers and the children and their ability, their need to carry on.
I was privileged to witness similar courage in Haiti after the tremendous earthquake that destroyed much of Port-au-Prince, Jacmal and Leogane. Fuel Relief Fund did some good work in that country, as well. There also, the Haitian people showed us what our human strength and goodness looks like – we, each of us to the best of our abilities share this capacity – and that is what prevailed through it all.
Now, the fire for life in Japan was evoked by terrible circumstances. But here are still smiling and laughing children, an old man staunchly carrying twenty liters of fuel from our truck to his home a kilometer away, the mother with two little ones by her side expressing her thanks, the workers and Japanese volunteers cleaning and repairing meter by meter.
Today, in a neighborhood where the Tsunami waterline shows at about three meters high, a group of six young boys were taking turns practicing with a single skateboard. Our translator, Kenji Christopher Suzuki, who is an accomplished surfer, went over to them to give them some examples of good skateboard technique. He mounted the board and after a series of beautifully done moves, received resounding applause from the boys and the people waiting in line for fuel. We laughed and clapped together. Happiness and joy is what he brought out in all of us. That’s all it took. We found that part of us, the part that knows life must go on and is happy for it, and we shared that wonder for a moment.
Robert Picariello
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Japan, April 13, 2011
We are in a new area today; two communities that are on the edge of the Southern and Western limit of our range ability. They are in a district called Higashimatsushima and have been isolated from the main relief effort taking place in central areas. The Japanese Army is there now, determining priority of needs, searching for bodies and establishing aid centers. The location is on a peninsula about 25km from Ishinomaki City. The area was ravaged by the Tsunami. We saw train cars that had been lifted off their tracks and swept 20 meters into the side of a community building.
They have not seen a Fuel Relief truck since the Tsunami, so it was a new experience for all of us. As we distributed heating fuel, people expressed, in the dignified and heartfelt manner we have experienced everywhere, genuine appreciation and happiness for the warmth represented by the kerosene. As the line formed for fuel, an older woman, an elder who must have experienced many events and feelings in her life, small of build and bent in frame, gestured to me and began speaking rapidly in Japanese. She knew that I was not able to understand but her need to express herself must have been so urgent and necessary for her that she had to speak. I asked Kenji, our translator, to come over and translate for me. Her story was of what the Tsunami took away: friends, relatives, children, grandchildren, homes… more than can be named. Her eyes held tears but she was not looking for pity or sympathy. She just wanted to tell it…with dignity. She ended her story and thanked us for what we were doing and I was so moved by it all: her, her story, the loss, her dignity, that I had to gather myself to hold some composure. It seemed too much to cry with her then and there. I thanked her and expressed myself in words. I just hope that was enough.
As we drove away I realized that much more was happening here than the over 53,000 liters of fuel we’ve distributed; maybe even as much as the physical warmth which 50,000 families have gained. The kerosene is real and the heat given from it is so meaningful. But in another sense, the kerosene is a metaphor for the emotional comfort for helping with the motivation and moral needed to carry on, for the bond of being just a human being. It represents all of us not able to control what happens to us.
-Robert Picariello
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